Whats going on these past few days???

haiz.... HAIZ! Yea! a big HAIZ! for the past few days there have been loads of crap around my life... I mean like WHAT THE FUCK MAN! just last week i was called a player... yea you might think its nothing big being called a player, but its kinda a big thing to me for whatever stupid reason i have.... Its real pissing me off lar! argh!
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My friends! Im a guy whos friends mean alot to him. and i get the feeling that im losing some friends, we used to be kinda close at the begining of the year, but for God knows what reason, they seem to bee avoiding me.. sob =( and i really just fucking hate it when friends start to be lan ci in front of me.. if joking i dont care la but if really lan ci then it just pisses the hell out of me!
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seeming to be lonely again... all sorts of werid feelings are coming back again and new ones are popping out from no where. causing me to kinda feel EMO! argh! i hate that feeling! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!
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there are loads of freaking assignmets to do! math (6 days to complete) english (8 days to complete with 1000 more words to go!) psychology ( about 2/3weeks to finish) and i have to go for this stupid leadership camp! argh! where the fuck am i ganna find time to finish everything!!! Finals are like onen and a half months away only! damn stress wei!
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today went jamming. booked at 6. plan to jam from 6 till 7. was rushed to get to the studio, when i got there i had to wait for 40 long BORING minutes alone! when i got there they all still at home and i was like wtF? haiz. they said they'll be there in 10 m inutes or around there but it took alot longer then that! argh!



STRESS, FRUSS, EMO, PISSED! wow i can just blow up anytime soon... i really hope things would start to turn around real soon...


Mojo jojo OUT!!!!